The weird thing is I just saw him leaving the building for lunch as I was coming in and he was very pleasant, even looked me in the eyes (HUGE babystep) - talked nice, said he was going home.
He's throwing a temper tantrum all right, but it's behind my back.
I'd so love to think he's being nice because he wants to, but I think it's because he wants to hide something OR wants something from me. I want to believe this man is not capable of that sort of manipulation... but I wouldn't be fooling anyone, least of all myself.
I haven't figured out the game he's playing yet, but I will. He can't maintain a happy face forever while in a fog or withdrawal, depending on whether this is a sincere break or not.
I don't think it's withdrawal. I just have the feeling that it's gone back underground. That they countered the exposure with agreeing to go back to secret and be more careful. I really have to figure out a way to get onto his emails. It's imperative now.
