Well...

What have I changed? I've lost weight (about 10-15lbs). I'm not sure how much I could afford to lose. I'm fairly thin now. I had to buy some new clothes. I still go shopping for new clothes about every other week, but nothing crazy. Between cycling, bagpiping, my fraternal benevolent group, and all the home improvement I'm doing, I'm pretty busy. I start golf lessons tomorrow, which is my 180. The W always wanted me to try it, but I resisted, so I'm going to see how it goes. I'm going out more, even if it by myself. So, I'm not sure what more I should be doing. I have people telling me I look great, and that I look happy.

Which is why I think the LRT will ultimately fail. Even if my W is looking at me (which she currently isn't, since I have zero physical contact with her) and thinking that I look, sound, smell great, I don't think she will pursue because it would be too much work for her. I honestly don't think she will put forth an effort, because she will be unwilling to make any changes of her own.

Like MF, I'm not sure what I'm trying to say.

--Fergie