feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

H got home last night at 9:30. He got in from out of town at 11am. He then went to work (lies) he actually went to lunch with someone..hmm wonder who that could be? My D text him and said, "daddy where are you?" he said, "at work" he wasn't. You'd think after being gone so much he'd come home one day early - even for the kids but he doesn't.

Anyway he ended up going into the office and actually called home from there. I haven't seen that number come up on our caller id in 2 months! When he got home we were all doing our own thing. He came into the room and told me about some police that were outside blah blah. I didn't care what he had to say. He also asked me if I saw the text he sent the kids (about his dad's bday) again...why on earth would I care about that?

Ok I'm done ranting about my lousy H. It's a beautiful day here in Cali and I'm going to try and enjoy it. I am taking my kids and my best friend to the Angels game tonight.

Keep praying for me guys. I have so much pressure on me.

Luv