Well...more to the story. I figured out that he took "her" on a weekend away last month to someplace he told me he could never take anyone else to since it was "our" place. I am so angry right now that I don't want to do Retrouvaille next week. I was the one holding out hope all along and now I feel devestated and have lost the wind in my sails.
I feel like if I go, my attitude toward him now will be cold and he will pick up on it right away. I know Retrouvaille is about forgiveness but, how much more am I expected to take here? I have forgiven him for even being with her but now this overnight away just feels like it has done me in. The hurt is unbearable. Should I cancel Retrouvaille next weekend or still go?
