Maybe I didn't blow it?

[timehealsall]

Yup. That's how I am. We'll have a few great days and I'll *feel* like things are back to normal and if he does one little thing, it sets me off.

I ignored my H too. we had kids and I reprioritized and made them and my career #1 and put him on the back burner, figuring he would always be there.. Well, surprise, surprise, he ended up finding someone else to provide him with the emotional needs I wasn't providing. What he did was not right. He had a choice. Never gave me one. BUT I do see why it happened. He harbors so much anger and resentment towards me because of it. Right now, that's my biggest roadblock. You see, I believe I CAN get over his A (little by little!), but he is having a harder time forgiving me for how I treated him. I just have to believe that in time, things will work out for the best. I just hope it's us being together.

I know how tough it is. I've never fought or wanted something more in my life than this.