Went over D paper with H last night. They are pretty simple and we aren't fighting over anything. I held my emotions back and said what I wanted too. Telling him that this is not what I want etc. He didn't seem to be listening at all. He was more shocked about the credit card bills, he had no idea how much there was. The rest of the night he just complained about his finances, and worried about how he was going to do it. I honestly don't think he has ever really thought a D through.
When he left I broke down. I just have a hard with his coldness after 17 years, how can someone just detach that easily. I don't get it. The rejection from him is the worst.
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10
