I think there was a few too many eerie similarities in the story in the book. But, it's ok, I am still finding it helpful. I did tell H about it and he has agreed to read it, but not yet. *sigh* I don't know if I should push things like that. My IC says "no", and my gut also says "no". But, it is frustrating.
I have still been pretty teary.... but it is getting better.
Now, I find the past few days I am getting back into an anger cycle towards OW again. Trying so hard to not let her have any more space in my head and my heart, but I find it so hard. I have so much I wish I could say but I know it would do no good. I hope this passes soon because I do not like feeling so angry so much of the time.
Otherwise, H continues to make positive efforts. Can't complain about that.
