Faith without works... (my new thread)

[james217]

What is the next step? I’ve set up doctor’s appointments. Still applying for jobs. Still getting healthy. Sticking to my goals. But it seems as though a lot of the anger that me and WAW had been holding inside of each other for months due to both of us being sick, both pointing fingers, the stress of both of us losing our jobs our old townhome and even SD8, and having no money for a long time, and a lot of other stuff has finally stopped boiling over.

Healthwise I’m improving. The job situation is looking up. Emotionally I’m not as angry but I’m still going to counseling and the anger management therapy.

There were a few times where I know waw intentionally tested me with bait to see if I would get upset or go off. I bypassed it cause I knew she wanted to see if I would still blow my stack and start the verbal abuse and ruin our day and it did not happen cause I refused to let yesterday or the day before affect today.

She was actually glowing when she left my presence today. She still talks about TODAY whenever we talk. We both do. We are trying to plan another date. Probably a picnic at the lake. That’s what I suggested she agreed. But we’ll just see and take it one day at a time.