i cant do it. I cant stop the calls and texts! what is wrong with me. i really think i should just stop DBing and just start forgetting about him and move on. there is nothing left to fight for. i have 3 months to get ready for the baby and i cant waste anymore time on him. he doesnt care. doesnt love me, never did. at least not the way a man should love his wife.

i need to work on forgetting him and fixing me. need to learn how to be a single mom. need to figure out names for this little angel baby of mine, and who's last name i give him.

sorry to sound so negative, just DBing is not for me, or should i say him.

this is me giving up.