My husband is addicted to an emotional affair

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I am totally in better spirits and it is sunny out. No contact with the h yesterday. I am struggling with the idea of actually being "dark" and in essence ignoring my husband. Isn't that what got me here in the first place? I feel like we grew apart, talked less snd spent less time together and that is what partially got us here today in this "situation". His depression and/or personal crisis is also a factor but.... I don't know. Just having a hard time with it all. He acts like he wants a d one day and then he'll tell me that he doesn't know what to do and that it isn't just his decision.....

My oh my, really? He is so annoying. I think questions/comments like that are just his way of making sure I am still up for a reconciliation. Maybe not. He is certainly on the fence though.