i botched it. we are back to fighting. i dont think he was sincere about going. just trying to shut me up and prove a point to say to the baby someday, we tried.

im so tired of trying to figure out his issue! is it a mental breakdown, MLC, OW, im sick of the entire situation.

needless to say... no MC for us.

why cant i give up?
why cant i just let go.