Yeah, guys, I think he hasn't shown any fits and starts or wild swings or remorse because in his mind, it's still over. He still thinks there's nothing to try for. He is viewing our M as done.
He leaves me cute little puppy and kitty notes sometimes on my desk and when I said that I kept all of them, he explained that for years, he'd leave those notes "trying to feel something by physically acting loving" and he felt nothing. That hurt...
I really think he's done now. At least in the current state he's in. We'll see if and when withdrawal happens. I need to get on his emails again, I bet I'll find she's still there.
