Well was supposed to be an ordinary day! Was it heck!
Txt H to ask did he want to go for a drink, got a dunno will think about it later. Fab he is getting grumpy again I think, maybe I shouldn't think it's too painful.
Later I txt him to say I'd be home on time no over time and his reply was I'll be back after you coming back from town. Brilliant he's gone for a job interview but no further txt so I txt back and ask for info!
Oh no it was cr@p, so I txt back and pointed out he had rather unfairly built me up then dropped me in about two mins. It was awful being at work getting elated then deflated.
Got home and house a mess, I have been watching get lower over the last few days, so I got on with the chores when he arrives glum and fed up! All I got was him being miserable nothing postive about the interview so I validated a bit then went off to do more chores tbh I didn't want to deal with him.
Hour later realise dinner needs doing H is still looking glum, now one of his moans was I was always looking on the bright side which made him feel like I wasn't acknowleding things, so I said I don't want to try and do the bright and cheery but what can I do, so it was a hug which he then spills... He's not eaten all day and not taj ken his AD's WTF so I've cuddled, fed and told him he needs to look after himself, how on earth did he think he was going to look like the man for the job Arrrrrrrrhhhhhhhh.
Right that's me ranting can't even go for a drink now as he's just doubled his AD dose!!!!!!
Please tell me we will get through this, all I wanted was just one bit of good news not a weekend of grumpyness!
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!