Weird, panicky feeling today. Few things. I'm dreading next Tuesday. I'm guessing I'll get a feeling of how I'll be treated in court when we discuss finances in the temporary order. She is seeking the state guidelines for child support would be even more than I'm paying now -- and I'm barely getting by.
If the judge shows leniency in the temporary order I'll feel better about my chances. The next day is mediation session No. 2 and I'm hoping to do a better job of keeping my mouth shut. I'm hoping the mediator can guide us back to where we were in February.
So that's hanging over me. Also, this is really strange, I dread Saturday afternoons now on weekends I don't have the girls. I'm so not used to dead time that I hate having it. Luckily, a friend wants me to go play softball with him and that'll fill up the day and then I have a singles group thing Saturday night through Meetup.com. It'll be the first one I've tried.
Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11 http://tinyurl.com/yk4e2tz http://tiny.cc/thread2 http://tinyurl.com/ydtphqu http://tinyurl.com/thread4 http://tinyurl.com/3sm78k6 http://tinyurl.com/thread6
