Oh I'm not resentful of the OM. I'm just in one of those moods. They've been coming more and more frequently since she's been showing more positive signs. It's like I want her to move a little faster.
I know EXACTLY what you're talking about. One of the hardest things to handle is tempering your enthusiasm when they finally show some tiny ray of hope of coming around. You get pulled out of your detachment and sucked into that, and then they go right back to their fog, leaving you fuming and impatient.
Those are the only times I feel really down. It's so hard, too, since if you ignore their little signs you think you might be missing an opportunity to get things going. So you try to run with it, and then they turn away again.
The toughest part about hard case DBing, I think.
WAW Using God Me-43 W-40 M-14 S-11 S-9 D-7 EABomb 5/09 Separated 12/09
