Just posting to let everyone know that I'm doing good. I'm still having my down moments, and dream about me and H working it out. However, I'm starting to imagine a future without him, and it's not all dark.
I called him yesterday and asked if he would have time to go over the D paper with me tonight. He seemed very shocked, but agreed. Then I seen him for a few minutes last night and I could feel him looking at me with a wondering what's changed in me look.
This is what I plan on telling him tonight: "You know this is NOT what I want. And I whole heartly believe that if we worked together we could rebuild our realtionship. However, I know this is what you want and I realized I love you enough to give you this"
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10