Yes I do 8. But I do feel my detachment growing. H can't determine my worth. I never should have put up with what I put up with in my M. The constant sleep deprivation and parenting challenges and rejection put me in a fog where I stopped having any expectations of my M. I let H off the hook.


me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4
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