I am feeling more resigned to the idea of D. It's hard to imagine a different outcome at this point. Although I yearn for my H, I'm tired of the rejection...
I feel like this at times, too, flowmom. My H is so negative at this point that I have a hard time imagining his coming out of it.
The rejection I feel is painful, too. To use words I've used before about my feelings, I feel very betrayed and abandoned. I don't like feeling like I'm not worth the effort or that our marriage is disposable. Do you feel this way, too?
