Gotcha. Kinda like at this point thinking about my H makes my skin crawl, but with time it should get better. I just need a positive way for me to push past the thoughts and do something that is helpful for me - whether it be prayer, exercise, etc.
IDK why, but I am upset that he hasn't apologized. I guess he's still in his crazy a$$ fog and I shouldn't have expectations, but still. After lying for 2 years about everything, what made him finally admit it on Monday night? Yes, I was bugging the crap out him to tell me the truth, but I've done that many times before and he lied. Why finally tell the truth?
Me: 34 H: 34 DD: 3 M: 8 yrs H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you" PA Bomb: April 5, 2010
