H really wants to go take a contract job overseas when he gets out of the military, but now he found out that the air force is trying to down size a little bit and he qualifies to separate from the military early if he wants to. Yesterday there was a briefing about it, so H goes and when he comes home I asked him what is the deal with it, he said if he decides to do it, he would be out the military in August... and I said and then what? and he said I could be in afghanistan by the end of the year.... I said H if you are really serious about trying to work on us, can we take that off the table and just go back to our original plan of you getting out in a year and a half and then look at afghanistan at that point? and before I know it... conversation turns to him telling me that I need to go home and that I am not the love of his life and never have been and his new plans for what he wants in life just dont have a place for me anymore......
he said he told me that he was going to try to work on us cause it was the right thing to do, but that he doesnt actually want to work on us and he doesnt care if we work out or not... he said he just doesnt want to hurt my feelings but he knows its never going to work and that him and his daughter are the only things he cares about. basically anything and everything heartless and cold possible was said to me, straight to my face with no expression on H face at all.....
I dont know how i was so fooled for the last almost 4 years I have been with him...
Me: 25 H:25 M: 2yrs T: 4yrs No Kids Bomb: 11 Feb 10 Newcomers Story
