I feel: angry, betrayed, disgusted, resentful, regretful, nauseous, frustrated, confused, stupid, humiliated, hurt, used, conflicted but most of all I am pissed off! The more I think about it, the more angry I get. And the more I think, the more of those disgusting, hurtful images and thoughts pop into my head.

Honestly, I'm pissed that he hasn't said any kind of apology. Not that ANY words would make me feel better right now. It's just the point.

And I'm kinda like in shock - that it happened, that I allowed it to go on this long, hell...it's just a mess, bottom line.

Me: 34
H: 34
DD: 3
M: 8 yrs
H moved out Oct. 2008, "not happy" "don't know what I want" "will always love you, but not in love with you"
PA Bomb: April 5, 2010