My problem now seems to be that since I filed, it is so much harded to DB aroud H. He is very happy he`s getting his freedom, and it shows. I will not leave my house until he hands me a check for half, I haven`t figured anything out yet about where to go, but I`m sure I`ll find a place.
Today I told him that I`m not the reason for his unhappiness, that he needs to get help, and he said he is getting help, by me D him. He won`t make that turn out of his tunnel until I`m out of the picture. I`ve always been available to him by being under the same roof, I plan on going dark once I`m gone. Something I have never been able to do under the same roof.
This is all still a fantasy to him. It`s very real to me.
