It's been a bit since I posted... Mainly because I vowed to not initiate anything for a year and that got me nowhere so of course I broke that promise already. And of course we are back to our same crappy patterns. Sigh. I hate myself for how weak I am. I should just leave him for how crappy I feel about myself with him. Sucks to be me.
Met/Sex: 3/93, married 2000 HD ME: 38 (Cancer Sun, Scorpio Moon) LD HE: 37 (Cancer Sun & Moon) DD: 8.5, DS: 7 Intimate 2x/lunar cycle before cutting self off in attempt to change behavior pattern
