Thanks guys...I learned today that W is using for sure, and she and OM2 have broken up due to her lies and her jealousy- OM kept lifeboating w/ an ex...
I am not reaching out to W...I do love her, but this has become my worst fear- what if she reaches out to me? My feelings aren't there anymore, my concern for the M is not what it was anymore, and I do have some feelings- mostly respect for the new person in my life- the respect will lead to more and I don't want to discount things...everything happens for a reason.
As for W...I have not contacted her, I have proof that I need for an intervention- I will contemplate and meditate on my motives for several days- I have a genuine care and concern for W- I do not want her to OD or have terrible things happen b/c I say nothing.
I would not do the intervention w/ the hopes of salvaging our M, I do feel like it would be the truly responsible thing to do...UGH.
I am still doing great; sadly I was further elated to learn that she and OM are on the outs...makes me feel guilty...
Anyway, I will not dwell, I am super happy, and I am taking things VERY slowly w/ my friend...I DO NOT WANT TO HURT HER, and I WANT TO BE FAIR TO MYSELF...
I am just in a diff place now and I NEVER thought it would happen!!
