It really hurts to be the enemy of H right now in his eyes.. I understand that it isn't me but what I represent and that it's because everything is coming down around him.. but it doesn't make it any easier some days..
I'm not hoping for miracles or reconciliation tomorrow...Or even months from now... I just wish he'd hit bottom so he wouldn't be so darned angry and hurtful towards everyone.. he really isn't thinking about anyone but himself right now and some days I doubt he'll hit bottom but instead stay in the tunnel... At least if he hit bottom then there would be hope that he wouldn't turn into one of the stuck ones..
~ This Diamond now SHINES!! ;-p ~
My Sitch in MLC - http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Main=45253&Number=1901148#
