We were using a divorce mediator, but I can say that meeting her with my W to begin planning a D was very tough. I was grumpy and very angry at my W for making the appt.
I still had to go, though. Once it was over, those feelings didn't disappear as the feeling of a failed marriage hit hard afterward.
Feeling bad won't change the situation, though. I hope your meeting gives you more clarity and perspective so you can choose your next step to either fixing, changing, or leaving your M behind you for a new future R.
Breathe deep breaths out...you went through childbirth, you can handle any kind of pain!
