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[awest1217]

S has a mild case of pneumonia. I text H to come with us and he said he was too tired and not feeling well himself to go (code for hanging out with OW so can't). I then text him when S had to get his x-rays, which were a bear to do because S was so scared of everything. H said how this is his worst nightmare because there is a bigger medical problem and he is not there for me and S. How he should be there and sorry. UGH! Just now H text to check in and see how things were going. I am not going to respond because right now I am mad.

I just want to D. I want him to be out of my life for forever. I just found out a few minutes ago a friend who was also about to D now is reconciled with her H. They split for the same reason as H and I, but her H decided he wanted his family back. My H doesn't. I am tired, tired, tired, tired. That is probably why I am so mad at H.

S did finally sleep today and took a 3.5 hour nap. I also slept during that time. I am still very tired and I don't feel like making dinner, but dinner must be made because S needs to eat. I just want to sleep...