H4L hugest hugs, you put all my feelings so elequently into words, think maybe I'm hoping for too much to soon!
2011 is our 25th anniversary so perhaps I should focus on that, this one is more the "do I celebrate a non wedding anniversary"
yesterday I was watching a cooking program and the chef lost his wedding ring, H showed empathy for him and even joked his wife would D him for that! My only thought was WTF! Is my H really on this planet currently. Can he not see I feel the same. Can he not see I don't wear mine not cos of tit for tat but hurt!
Anyway enough ranting need everyones prayers for job opportunity we need this to happen now! Felt bad today because I had good day at work but told H and later unprompted he said again what a clever bunny I was.
Really exhausted so off to bed now (())
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
