One thing I despair of is how quickly my H goes from woman to woman looking for validation and "completeness." I feel like he's ready to jump, although as Saffie says, he doesn't have anywhere to go.
But hey, got my motorcycle permit today. FIRST STEP TO INDEPENDENCE!
Other goals for myself: 1. Just got kayak from FIL, going to go solo on a trip overnight somewhere 2. Been trail running with DSD16, going to go on a weekend soon, just us girls and a few dogs for protection. 3. Signing up for motorcycle class to get the actual license 4. Haven't joined karate class yet, something keeps happening on the nights when it's held, but plan to do it soon. 5. Thinking of finishing up my classes to become a vet - I only have 3 classes left for undergraduate studies.
A LOT of my life went on hold to support his family, and now he's ready to dessert me. I'm upset about that a lot, but no time like the present to regain my self. The only thing I worry about is that I am 38 and recently lost a baby (3 months along) - I had really wanted to have children of my own, and I wonder if that will ever happen now.
