And yeah, about the dating other people thing... We are both doing it... Me, just for some confidence, she claims she is doing it for the same reason
Okay, so because she is doing it you are doing it? I would find it hard to reconcile with someone when I have someone in the wings waiting "just in case" Just because she is doing it doesn't mean you should be. In fact I think it would show that you are a stand up guy because you want to be exclusive with her. You already seem like you have confidence so why go out and confirm it with other women, even if it is just for drinks or dinner?
Prove you are the only one by showing it. Actions speak louder than words konfuseeed. It is a tough sitch, but who's isn't? Put in the work to show her you want to be married. The next time she asks if you are dating you can say, with confidence, NO I'm not. And leave it at that. If she asks why, you can come up with something like because I have no want to date other people. Or something along those lines.
I think you are right if you just stay away for a while. But stay away from dating also. Just work on yourself. Find a hobby that you can do. I don't know. Sorry if I'm harsh but M is M and if you really want it you will stop dating and work on yourself, to show your W that you are the one she should be with.
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I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.
Like: D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30
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