I guess deep down I always knew...its hard to explain I guess. Sometimes you just know.
I have the same, always had it, just a gut feeling that we are not done. It was there all the way throughout this ordeal, on my bad days I tried to dismiss it as "wishful thinking", but it's different, it's like knowing deep inside. You are right it's very hard to explain.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO