Ok, I've not been much on the boards because I was away for three days and we are facing another crisis here. My mom has been in severe abdominal pain and she had emergency tests. THey havent found anything but she is still in pain and needs to have more specific ones. I am in panick mode. Both my parents are in a bad state, physically and emotionally. My mom used to take care of my dad but now she needs care as well. They suddenly look like 2 old people, I hate to see them like this and it breaks my heart.
Knowing how something like this affects me, I a) shared my feelings with H and b) warned him that if he f@cks up in any way again, he is history. I know I may have sounded harsh but seriously, I am overwhelmed and cant deal with BS anymore. He understood and promised he will be RRRRREALLLy careful. He has been nice and all, I just wouldnt be able to handle another mine exploding on my face again regarding the past like it did last week. And I made it clear, he has used up all his 9 lives...
He took it very well actually. K
PS Yesterday and today, he keeps calling just to chit chat. I asked what is wrong and he said he would love to be home and not at work. That he is bored and misses our home. That's Him from ...5 years ago. Something is definitely working and it aint sex.
