I've had to basically completely rethink what I'm doing here...
I've gone back to thinking "ok, so what worked, and what didnt".
The fact that she was willing to see me, date me, take it slow, see what happens... THAT is a positive thing. The fact that she told me flat out really liked spending time with me... THAT is a positive thing.
Alright, so what was I doing to get that to happen?
That's what I'm struggling with.
I kept in contact with her.
She hardly, if ever, contacted me.
Ok, so is that a bad thing, really? I dont know.
and... I ASKED her if she would like to see me. And she did.
So, now, I'm wondering if I should just throw caution to the wind and ask AGAIN?
I think the LRT is doing something though...
We had to chat yesterday about a credit card, and after that was done she just started talking to me... Said some weird things.
Almost like she was trying to pry into the whole "dating" thing. Making comments about how the girls must love me, and how shes sure I have a lot of girls asking me out and stuff. I ignored it.
Shes still emailing me occasionally. Every few days. But only with articles or movies she thinks I would like.
I have no idea what to do now as far as trying to start something back up, because I still feel that if her and I are seeing each other we need to completely stop dating other people, but I'm pretty positive if I even bring that up again she's gonna give me the proverbial finger.
