Easter was fine. I could see she was retreating into herself again. She did the same this morning when I saw her. I understand that this cycling continues on for awhile.
We were supposed to go to Mass, but I had gotten up late and we missed the service. She was pretty pissed about that and gave me the "silent" treatment. I just brushed it off. We went straight to our brunch at which she kept quiet at.
I apologized at the brunch for missing Mass and she blew it off. We later had an egg hunt at our house which was fun and she stayed until dinner.
So I count the weekend as a bit of a negative. There was a point where I was asking myself why I keep putting up with this, but then I had to bring myself to that place where I would tell myself that it's her choice to be unhappy, not mine.
So should I have told her I wasn't going to put up with her attitude? Should I have stood up to her?
I need a jedi mind trick right now.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.