I remember this roller coaster... and I never wanted to ride it again. I am feeling like I just need to get to the bottom of OM now. I don't know that I want to pretend nothing is going on when it very well may be. I want to confront her, demand to see her texts to him (which should be no problem if they're innocent), demand to meet him if he's such a great guy, etc. Maybe those are all the wrong things to do but maybe I just don't care all that much anymore. The 2nd time around seems like somehow it should be easier but damnit if it's 100 times harder. Knowing what's coming is worse that not.
