8, She said that she was having second thoughts and the possibility of cancelation was always on her mind. She also said she didn't want me to attend the hearing because it would make it more difficult for her if I was there.

As far as the "I love you" goes. I think this has always been the case but it has never been something she would say. However, her actions often disagree with her words. One detail I left out is that she also told me she is in love with the OM (but she denies still being in contact). She is very conflicted.

I am doing okay but all the drama does make it difficult to focus on things working and getting a life.


Me: 45 WAW: 45 | M22 | T25 | No Kids
Nov 09 W Filed | Dec 09 Separation
Mar 17 2010 Divorce Papers Signed | Divorce Hearing Cancelled
Moved back home May 2010
PA Confirmed June 2010 | W left Dec 7 2010