TF, I still get my expectations up a little and they don't get dashed it just stirs the emotions up and they come back to the surface when there is progress and I have to wait again.
There was another major small goal of mine from months ago that was just achieved a few hours ago. My W texted me to see how I was doing!
My Mom came up from FLA yesterday to get the kids and take them back to FLA for part of Spring Break. S9 spent the nite with my W and so when she was dropping him off this morning she could she that I was not myself. (i was having a major bout of separation anxiety with the kids leaving).
She texted....R U OK? Or just sad the kids r leaving?
I responded and it went back and forth a little then ended but this is the first time she has contacted me to inquire about me in 9 months. I will have to look but I think this was one my small goals way back in September 2009.
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
