Maybe not Puppy, but I feel more like myself today than I have in years. I'm not walking on eggshells anymore, and I feel like I have the freedom to be with someone else who won't put up a wall around herself. She told me last night that she's still "friends" with OM. How could I ever trust her again? And knowing that her heart isn't in it... I'd rather be with someone who can love me unconditionally with her whold heart.