Don't let yourself get to beating yourself up about it.
Let yourself enjoy what was. Try not to let yourself have any expectations of you or him.
I sympathize with the magic hands bit. Roger was working on my shoulders while we were watching a movie the first time we ML. And a lot of times since LOL.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2