No one would think you were crazy for wanting that. It is what we all come here hoping for.
However, as we learn, it is no longer our focus. Just a pleasant side effect if it happens.
We say detatch, we say no contact, but we don’t say stop hoping. We don’t say stop praying.
We say learn who you are, without him, learn what you want from YOUR life, empower yourself.
Then, whether he returns or not, because there just are no guarantees, YOU will still be happier, healthier, and better able to deal with comes into your life next.
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox