Thanks for the words of encourgement. In terms of forgivness - I actually do forgive her (cause He forgives me) and continue to work on "true forgivness".
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Then I went into how I snooped(I know I know) I shouldn't have and my C says that I am trying to sabatouge myself.
Dude I cannot stress how important it is NOT to snoop. Trust me buddy - no good will come of this. NONE. Assuming you get caught you will be percived as controlling and maniplulative - so please stop it NOW. Read my threads...you'll see the pain that I caused myself snooping, you'll see the consequences of snooping - please buddy stop...please.
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read these emails and I find myself saying that I'm ready to be done, I want her to just dissappear
Yep - you snoop and then you think that you are done when you really are not. Another fallout of snooping. Oh...did I say stop snooping yet
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Pray for me, I need it
I pray for you and a few others every night.
Keep your head...keep doing what is working...and please....stop snooping!
God Bless, Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
