He plans to move out this weekend. I do have fight left in me. But he does not want me to fight. He said he wishes I would get it through my head that it is over. O-V-E-R. I said has the last 10 years meant nothing to you and he said I dont know go ask your therapist. I am hurting. That is for sure. I have stopped lying on the bills..I leave receipts in a folder and forward him the confirmation but I am afraid he has made up his mind..too little too late I suppose. I have showed him for the past 7 months that I am a different person but he is unwilling to forgive and forget. All he wanted was for me to change and when I did it was too late. We had a very passionate love together. We were best friends which in the beginning of this mess he said we were now he says we never were. I just am going to have to let go. Plain and simple. I wish he could look at this like an adult. If I had to live the last 10 years of my life over again I would do it just the same. It hurts me that he sees NO good times and I meant nothing to him....I am without options at this point....
