Went to C last night. Told her about my weekend, dinner with W. And then a club with friends. Then I went into how I snooped(I know I know) I shouldn't have and my C says that I am trying to sabatouge myself. Which when thinking about it I am, I really am. I feel like I have been working over time. Getting myself right, being with the kids, and then DBing and all sorts of other crap. So I snoop and I read these emails and I find myself saying that I'm ready to be done, I want her to just dissappear.

Good thing I went to C. She set me straight, helped me to
re-realize that what I did was only hurting myself.

Anyways, back on the wagon or off on new tracks...lol Ready to not be an idiot.

Pray for me, I need it

I like all this empty space because i can now type out things that are important.

Like:
D7 S2 starting swimming lessons on 3/30

"Readily will I display the intestinal fortidue required to fight on..."