thank you Glimmerman... honestly, when it really came down to it... thats exactly what I would do... because I do believe it is a lifetime commitment...

my problem is that I am just sooooo skeptical if he is genuine and if he would stay genuine... I dont want to be one of those women, like who get beat but their H tell them they love them and it will never happen again but it does... im so nervous that at any moment he will change his mind again and I will feel that way for so long.

I love him very very much... and I know people get thru these types of things, we have gotten thru things before... im just afraid I will always be walking on egg shells...

Im not quite there yet to re-commit to us myself because I honestly feel in my gut he is going to change his mind again...I think I need sandi2 to shed some light on her sitch and her feelings... do they last?

Me: 25
H:25
M: 2yrs
T: 4yrs
No Kids
Bomb: 11 Feb 10
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