Well I don't hang on my W words and emotion as much as I use to. If she is being positive great if she decides to become bitter I just step back abd let her go through the mood.

Tonight (after my last update) I had went and laid in bed. W yelled up to me "what are you doing" I say "laying in bed" and she responds "I thought we were going to watch a movie?"

So I popped up and went and put a movie on. We watched the movie and had a few laughs...after she fell to sleep on the couch.

Sometimes I feel like no progress is being made from day to day and when a positive it is usually followed by a few negatives. It almost feels like I we won't ever get to the point of reconcile, the way she is toward me is not promising...


As for the love dare the first 3 days have helped me mentally...that love is a decision and to love someone does not need reward in return. I also have bit my tongue more often not making the same mistake I made a couple days ago.


M: 27, W: 25
Together since: 01/31/00
M: 10/4/09 (8 Months)
ILBNILWY: 01/24/10
EA confirmed: 02/10/10 (Busted).
Road to Reconcile began: 07/10/10
Retrouvaille: 09/10/10