The weather here in the rainy pacific northwest is well....rainy. Kind of fits my mood lately. I have actually been disgusted to see the sun the last couple of times it has poked its head out for a few seconds. Normally, I LOVE the sun, just not at this time in my life.
I'm making a change for the better starting with my birthday Thursday. Getting my hair done after work. I can't wait it really needs to be done and I always feel so great afterwards. Not really relying on the h to even remember it is my birthday. We'll see though. Then a massage on Friday, yahoo can't wait. Thinking I will join a gym on Saturday and look into some classes.
Still staying dark with the h. I just don't really have anything to even say to him. It is weird, but it feels so hard to even talk with him on the phone now. I just feel like he is shut down and doesn't even really want to converse with me. Getting really tired of this. So very tired.
M 35, husband 35 M 10 Limbo 9/2009-12/2010 he left for his moms and came home way to many times to count Home 12/2010-present
