WAS seeing reality?

[v1olin]

Funny you say that because one of the things she told me was that she felt like I *only* cared about her and noone else. When we lost our baby boy in 2005 it really changed us both. I had just lost my younger brother to lukemia the year before and then my only baby boy. It crushed her and I turned toward my manly role of taking care of my wife and then 3 year old daughter. I thought I did it all right, wrong come to find out 4 years later! Within a year later I had started the radio control hobby because I could no longer depend on my wife to do things as a couple. I became addicted to the challenge of the hobby and soon I was nationally ranked. My job suffered badly. My wife and I only ML a couple times every 3 months or so. I was getting badly depressed and even commented on finding someone else to have sex with if she wouldnt. I was not serious but was more of a cry for help. I had no idea that she had feelings for another man at that time.