Freckle- thank you for sharing. That is really enlightening about how you felt relief to get that paper! I think it's hard for most of us to imagine feeling that, but in a way it makes sense. The fear gets overwhelming and paralyzes us, putting us in a reactive corner that it's hard to get out of. Getting over the fear is hard, but I can see why we all need to do it.
When the men on the chessboard Get up and tell you where to go; And you've just had some kind of mushroom And your mind is moving slow; Go ask Alice... I think she'll know.