it was over the phone and text messages. but i had to ask what his goals were and why the change of heart he said because he wanted to do something nice for me and I mentioned it so he wants to go? I am so upset... i dont need a Psych to tell me he doesnt love me? i want to go to therapy only if he is fully committed to saving ou marriage.
I dont know what to make of it... so i backed off. as always... it turned into not so nice words... and he insisted he would go, and he was just being honest by telling me that he was going for me, because he was selfish for so long and now he wants to do this for me?
so which is it? is it scared to admit he wants us to get help? or is he really doing this bc he thinks i need to go to therapy to have someone evaluate us and say we are better off apart bc he truly has no feelings for me? or is he just trying to be nice because in 3 months the baby will be here?
i know... (and he said it too) i read into things too much. He is a terrible communicator and i talk too much.
im too tired of this back and forth and BS. i am trying to avoid al communication with him... it does us no good. he is obviously very confused and has issues and i cant deal with the hot/cold episodes.
i want to crawl under a rock and just stay there... i need a vacation from my own thoughts and feelings!
i need to start planning for my baby and my own life and just forget about him for good. i dont have the stregnth anymore.
