Part of me still questions my decision however I am learning that is the "safe path, my comfort zone"...
Doing it my way and expecting a respectful partner in the process is the "unknown path"...
Yet as I continue to gain back my self-respect and my self-esteem, I don't think it is to much to ask for...
I give what I expect - I didn't expect to be crapped on and as I continue to scrap the crap off of me I realize I am a much better person because of it...
I have raised the bar because of certain people and the way they think it is ok to go around and treat people...
Using others for your personnal gain is sad...
I feel for all the newcomers I see coming in here...The valley is so low for a lot of them and I feel I am just now beginning to climb the mountain...
I wouldn't have traded this experience for anything.
The diamond is starting to shine my friend - Look out world!
(((((Hugs))))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
